Yay! (I feel good, dana-nana-nana-na~ i know that i would!)

I never knew how much the little things you do would impact people.
Now i know, its ALOT. :D

Just by a simple sms or a simple "Hello!" could brighten someones day!
and im very glad that i randomly smsed and chatted on msn,
coz after those, both of them mentioned how much they appreciated it and all.

i feel so happppayyyyeee! :D
okay abit gay uh. ahaha.

and i was feeling grumpy before that.
like really grumpy.. lol.

coz i had dinner at like what, 11pm?
and i was starving like mad k (had training before this & had no time to eat lunch)

hahaha. so i was like, "ehhhh faster go eat la. want to go anot. we go first la", to my mum.
ahah. cos my father wanted to watch his tv till it ends..
and i dont want to wait anymore.

he was watching till like 10++ k.

i seriously cannot stand him eh.
hahah. he can never say anything right.
all he does is suan me one srsly.

"your hair ah, worse state than Joel." (my youngest bro)
"wah, you shorter than Shawn already ah."
"eh, you like never grow leh. everyday must go and jump laaa."
"dont cut your hair alr, so wiry yknow."
"AIYOOOO, why you so wet, change la please... so ugly you know" (after i come home from trn)
"why your results like that? better work hard you know."
(says this no matter what i get.)

with these, i also lazy to talk to him already.
hhaha and i think now i getting quite rude to him again man, shit.

i'll go like..
"my hair la, also not your hair. i also not your gf or anything."
(i was quite irritated and i just spurted rubbish without thinking.)

or when he uses me as an arm rest..
*shrugs* "DONT touch me."

as in like, dont rest your arm on me.
but 'dont touch me' shorter to say. hahah.

thats about all actually.
lol. the rest i'll just dao him or smth.
he's always telling me the same thing.

i just wanna tell him how irritated i am, but i cant.
its like so rude..

like he just barges into my room and lies on my bed like that.
without knocking or anything.
and no matter how i push him away, he'll force himself onto my bed.

then he'll take my stuff and start looking around, that is if i have stuff around luh.

oh well.
but i was cheered up when i received the sms from joanne about how the person i smsed appreciated it alot and it brightened her day etc.
(this is able to overpower the irritatedness i felt k)
never felt so good.

i saw the sms and i smiled (purposely) widely, retardedly at the phone. ahhaha.
then i started bouncing around on my chair :D

thanks for using me God, i love youuuu!
really needed this boost once again.
starting to go down and down slowly,

but im glad that there's always smth to boost me back up (:
i dont know what'll happen if there isnt eh.. haha.
i mean, nothing much la. i'll just feel sad..

thanks so much for all that happened (:
its really great news and a blessing to hear of those.

i wanna be able to brighten up more people's day! :D
continue to use me yes?!
xiexieniduoduo (:

wheeeeeee!
i feel so tied down typing here.. lol.
i'll continue in my QT.
hohoho, what a blessing(:

You have turned my mourning into dancing!
You have turned my sorrow into JOY!