GOD I AM ____　ＳＣＡＲＥＤＤＤＤＤ．
I DONT KNOW WHAT WORD TO USE LOL COS EVERY WORD THAT COMES SOUNDS KINDA CRUDE.

Anyway, we had a pretty good cg today (:

Besides the fact that there were like 100000 people in istana park itself, having a lunch break from their amazing race(?)

But ah, Goddddd Unstoppable camp is in like 2 days time!!!

I dont know how are things gonna be, but I really can feel GPE coming hahaha.
(like yknow, GPE is like stored energy, which on the days of camp will then convert to KE)

Yeah man, this is how its like. I think the CLM prayermeet was really good, like the kickstart.
What I really needed man (:

Ah God, I'm so sorry that I'm so .. ill-disciplined to be here using com when I SHOULD BE STUDYING/ PREPARING FOR CAMP but ahhhh, i dont know laaa.

Anyway, I really believe that God is gonna do smthhhh in us (:
I'm seriously just expecting alot alot, my myes are in two weeks, i havent done much..
And the time I spend on preparation for this may seem ridiculous to some, but really,
results are just results, it's just paper man.

I wouldn't miss this life-changing experience and this chance of really having my whole life directed, refreshed, renewed, and changed, for my exams.

As much as I am super scared and uncertain of everything single thing, one thing im most sure of is camp.
And since that's a confirmed (Y) thing, then that's where I'm heading.

Regardless of whatever advantages/disadvantages comes in the midst of it, I'm gonna have to take it, coz my eyes are set on something that's above all.

But I'm still very scared about everything haha like,
Dont know if I can stay full time,
NOT PREPARED at all for MYES (2 weeks time)
Not exactly prepared for camp (like not sui sui enough)
Still struggling with discipline.. (which is very bad, cos it is needed in many other things!)

So I'm like neither here nor there.

I really dont know whats next, but like what I read, as I keep trusting, I keep fighting.
Though I still dont know what's wrong about doing it the other way round.

Haha I'll ask God ahaha :D

Alright, seeeyazzz
CG identity tmr yayyyy!! :D
We're gonna pwn \m/