Can't wait for svc!!!!!!!

It's only 16th Jan and it felt like 3 weeks passed D: D: D:
I'm scared for O's already..

I wanna get A1 for Chinese O's in June!! (around there la)
I dont want to retake chinese man.

School sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks the life outta me...

I realised that time will suddenly take flight and soar super quickly from the moment you reach 16, sec 4.

Woah, irony man.
How is this SWEET SIXTEEN?

Bleh anyway, I seriously hope one day Methodist schools will rise up and stand out amongst the rest!!!!
Seriously.

In results + character + reputation (not face) and etc etc.
NOT just beacause of facilities & results and honors...?

Maybe that's why people nowadays are so keen on getting medals and acheivements..?
Because that's what's taught in school.

Achievements are the most impt (because ppl can SEE and RECOGNISE)-.-
Studying hard is also the most impt (because it determines your future)
Facilities are good for students (because it gives them a platform to WORK HARDER)
Working hard should be all that we do (because we are working hard to work harder next time)
Getting a good job is impt (because without a good job we'll lose out)

Where the heck does personal development come in?
What is achievements gonna do, if you don't even have that good spirit?
Who likes an all-time competitive person? Seriously.
What's the use of having a HEART, if we don't use it to the maximum?
(I'm not saying BGR or wtv, I'm saying, your character, your attitude towards others)

I can understand it's because of this competitive society we're in,
but even if that's the case, hardwork ALONE isn't gonna bring you very far.

There's this quote I agree on 200%!

"Skills are gonna bring you there, but character is what keeps you up there." - Torch.

This is the age that principles are finding a place to etch in your heart,
these are the principles that will stay for the rest of your life.

The most heard principle in school is about perseverance.

BECAUSE, the main motive behind telling us that is for our RESULTS.
Seriously, teaching principles comes from the motive of just teaching principles.

Don't abuse it man.

Soon people are not going to appreciate much less welcome them into their lives.

I just thought of something!
Maybe they should implement this.

Those who will be going into the line that requires relating with youths or children, must first have an entree requirement of child psychology.

That wouldn't be sufficient, but at least there's a standard..

I really thank God I was from Fairfield Methodist last time.
Now I finally understand that verse, proverbs smth smth.

"Train up a child in the way he should go,....."

That's the age where we can change the most, the most malleable, so to speak.

I am really so grateful for all those principles they taught us last time in pri sch.
Because I am so appauled.. hm not really, how about disgusted, by how things are taught now.

How can anyone allow themselves to be controlled by what people tell them so easily?!
It has no truth/value in them. (well maybe it does, because people are only thinking for themselves nowadays, selfishness is subconsciously taught).

I was bathing and thinking, and I suddenly got so angry.

Thus I came to blog.
But I can't blog out my thoughts fully now, because I am just gonna get shot down by some authorities or smth..
Cos my thoughts are not fully developed yet, you can call this stage 2 of my thought process.

But this I wanna say:
We should have a suggestion box in school.

Anyway, I pray that God will use this emotional thingy and change it into a burden.

Because now, it's like an obstacle that I wanna kick at, and do it real hard.
But it shouldn't be the way, as far as I know anw..
Cos this is my land now, so I hope these thoughts are part of the growing process of the group and myself.

Dang, it makes me angry really.

But now, I still wanna grow in LOVE COMPASSION and PATIENCE.

I suddenly rmb this badge in one of the teachers'(ms tai) in my pri sch's staff room table, "God, I want patience... And I want it NOW!!"
I can relate to that... I feel like a bulldozer la .. ):

Okay anyway, this is far too messy and loud maybe.

God, tell me the meaning/rationale behind this!!
I wouldn't mind a prayer (: