Omg i just thought of smth so cool!

I was doing cfm, and there were many ppl hanging around, not here not there.
yknow what i mean?
Not sure whether to come those kind, BUT THEY ARE FREE.

I was soooo arghhh, like how can just because they say dont feel like then you dont push??

So i put my msn nick as "PUSH IT, USE ALL YOUR STRENGTH!!!!"

I wanted to add, push harder, harder, harder!!!
But I thought later it would sound wrong.

But after abit more thought, I came to realise, both are pretty much the same! Hahaa.

Like, if you're conceiving and you're pushing to your hardest,
you won't say, "OK I give up, this is too painful for me, I can't take it anymore."
And then give up conceiving and let the child die halfway out or smth.
Because why?

It is a LIFE.

In the same way,

When that friend is free, but just dont feel like coming or lazy or need to wash socks or whatever,
you wouldn't say, "Ok lor, I shall stop trying since he or she is so hard to win over."

Because why again?

It is STILL a Life.

Difficulties are there, for us to overcome, not to succumb to.
Satan is there, to make difficulties difficult for us to handle.

So if you want to succumb to difficulties, you are indirectly already, succumbing to Mr S.A Tan himself.
So then, which army are you in?


I just realised this myself, hit me hard.
If I just use my brain more, how much more things and revelations or rather... new pictures, can form in mind, can teach me new things?

And, now I really regret for those lives that I missed because of my OWN laziness,
my OWN problems, that Satan put in me.

All those EMOTIONS, that I allowed to stir in me, caused me to not push on,
caused me to say "OK, this infant, I shall let go. I have many more eggs to spare anyway."
(not literally, please)

And because of that, I was in Satan's army for that few moments, and it could cause ETERNAL DEATH, like it already happened to me once before.

Believe me, all you who are in this marathon with me at least, what we're doing, HAS EFFECT.
Maybe we won't see it now, but we know, and we must keep in mind, that in the long run,
We WILL see it. (are you beginning to doubt?)

Because, each LIFE, is not A life.
It's the start of many new lives!!

Therefore, each life, brings about much fruit.
Just like how an ovary brings about much eggs
And then how each egg carries another TWO ovaries.

Get the picture now?


If you dont,
get this clear at least haha.

God is REAL, and what we're doing has eternal effects.
If you're selfish, at least think: Where do you want to stand in heaven?
1) In the toilet
2) In the kitchen
3) In the masterbed room

How much honour do you want to receive?
(if money was the best thing there)
1) $2
2) $100
3) $1000,000
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For Your sake.