I have training tmr at 9AM, (I rmb, coach!) and I am not gonna be late!

Dang, it's so annoying, as much as I already knew long ago, when people link everything you do to Christianity.

I'm not blaming them, I just feel so argh at myself and the situation..
Therefore, I've decided, I wanna aim to be salt and light. Encourage me okay!
Don't shoot me, cos I'm very cui, shoot me I will die one haha.

Yeah, I wanna go for training and do my best there,
go to school and do my best in wanting to learn,
do ministry and really ask God for help, not because I have to do it, but because of my conviction or drive or wtv it is. Haha
I wanna be salt and light at home too, and this is the hardest and last on the list HAHA.

But no matter, I must jiayou!!

Thank God for Art!(:
Haha thanks for taking the courage to tell me about that, I dont know if you needed courage or if it was just cos you were captain thats why easier, but I would if it were me.

Anw, she was telling me about training, sorta like a warning to me.
People have been saying that "Christian, all church camp then one time dont go, dont go for one month.."

Well maybe not exactly, but that's the essence of it.
And I really felt very heavy in my heart after that.. I dont know if it's considered a burden.
But I'm like, so ashamed, angry..etc.

Unknowingly, I'm killing God's reputation.

So yeah, really thank God for her to tell me.

Recently, I've learnt alot of things/got motivated by many different ppl.
1) Bridget
2) Dewen
3) Jo Lee
4) Jiaen
5) Zhengkai
6) Xinru
7) Young lives
8) Renting

In no particular order.

I shall continue tmr night, I've said I cannot be late for training tmr.
Considering it's already 315am, and training starts at 9, I feel extremely bad about this.

Plus I slept 5h yesterday night trying to rmb what I've to do for tuition today.

So, I shall sleep now :D

Anyway, thank God for those I talked to online tonight.
Jo Lee, Zhengkai, Zejie.

I've learnt so much!
I love learning!! Haha it's fun! :D
I hope I didnt say this in a burst moment kinda thing.

I wanna keep learning. Haha.
And I feel like I'm subconsciously setting new year resolutions.

That's good :D

Ok, goodnight ppl!!!!
Thank God for God :D

Byezz.