Monday, August 11, 2008

Heyheyheyhey people. THERE'S NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!

Heehee. I had tuition(s) today (:
And very smartly, I went to buy choc milkshake from macs before that..
So during tuition I was feeling really dreadfulllllllll. My stomach was aching like mad.
I was quite sure it was c__ at first. But then again I felt like it was stomachache.

And i realised, the final verdict was, it was both C_ and D_. Woohoo.
I was literally squirming on my chair in pain haha.

I'm having tuition again tmr, and i'm lovin' it :D
I like tuition leh. Its so enjoyable.
I like my tutor. Hahah.

Hmm anyway, I realised, its so easy to fall off track even when you're doing well.
Haha like, if you're always doing something regularly, say QT, and then you grow very well during that time.
And after a while, you think that you've grown enough and you get lazy to do QT.
Your growth level won't stay at that.

It will drop.

And after that, you gotta start all over again to build up what you could've originally retained.

I see the importance of consistency now. Haha.

Yeahh, I think the cc meet on sat was good (:
Hahah. I think the part abt "being Godly is not choosing God all the time, its choosing what/where/how God wants you to do/be at that point of time."

It was a nice point, summarizes how decisions should be made. Haha.
Like sometimes, people say they wanna skip tuition to go for fellowship..
But in actual fact, they want to pon tuition.

Nowonder I felt guilty when I skipped training for evax for CG08..
But really eh, I didnt know what to choose.

Training wasnt compulsory.
was only for a few days before the common test break
didnt really need to train for any upcoming competitions
and i was going evax for like almost everyday alr.
bad testimony if i dont go.. haha.

Evax..
was the only time the whole central would be down doing it tgt.
matters to the KOG much more.
was the final chiong.

So yeah , basically these few la.
I didnt want to but I felt that something was wrong when I skipped training even though i dont like it.

But anyway, I think it was very worth it going for evax :D

That point was really cool haha.
I mean, it sorta tackles all those excuses that people give which results in a bad testimony to the church. I'm gonna apply that as much as I can (:
Hopefully. Haha.

But anyway, I really wanna be a good shpd, sheep, wtv ):
I know I havent really been.. Heh joanne.
Sometimes she really potrays herself as someone so strong that nothing was seem to stumble her such that I don't bother to help in her growth? in a way la you know what i mean.

all i feel is that i just take and take and take from her and never return anything back. not that she asks of it, she would never. but... its not supposed to be like that anw.

okay, so common tests are nearingggggggggg.
in two days time. byeeeee.

oh anyway, was watching olympics.
The long qingquan person from weightlifting is very cute!!!!! HAHA.

As in those small boy cute kind luh.
He won gold for weightlifting anyway.

Okayyyyyy going off to bathe, pack up stuff, do qt, do hw, sleep, wake up bye 10am tmr.
Time check: 235am.

Possible?

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