Alright. Just felt like posting.

Today's prayer meet was good (: I feel much more stronger (like a warrior) now.
I don't know if I'm feeling happy or sad now.

I have reasons to be happy, but none to be sad.
But yet I don't feel like either one is right.

Okay this is weird.
Maybe this is called feeling WITH someone?
Rather than feeling for someone..

Wait, see ah. If you should feel with someone instead of for someone.
Then doesn't that clash with not letting other things affect your emotion?

Or maybe its just too general. Hahah.

My thought-book has been filled to thought #7 already :D since 160708.
Well those are the ones that made sense and that I don't know any solutions to it.

Hahaha. Like like like like, one stupid one which doesnt really matter is:

If you see the moon turning red, who would you call/what would you do first?
(Do you even get to do anything when it does?)

I thought that was quite an interesting topic to share views :D


Well.. What d'you think? Haha.

Alright so I guess I'm happy. Haha my emotions have stabilized (not that it was unstable).
Like default like that.

Okay yesterday was Sunday.
And seriously, I would have forgotten that in 4 days time it would be 24 july.

Not until my bro came and gave me something:

I was so happy/stunned/shocked/speechless/excited till I didnt know how to react.

Seriously yknow. Then I was thinking, how come suddenly give me?
Then he went like: "Happy Birthday"

(OH yeah my bday's coming soon!)
OH mannnnnnnn.. I'm seriously touched.

I never knew my bro was such a nice person!!!! You don't wanna know how much it costed.
Well yeah it isn't like a very popular brand or what yknow, but I think its worth SO MUCH MORE than if I were to get my iPod classic for 300+$.

Its sexy lah.
Slimmmmmmmmm and sleeeek (: (: (:

And for a secondary 2 boy who gets less pocket money than I do..
It's seriously.. ugh.
(considering the fact that he said he bought it himself, is true)

I could see Thought being put into it, effort being put into it, sacrifice being put into it, love being put into it (as gross as it is), time being put into it and sincerity to sum it all up.

No but really, i wouldnt even bear to spend this kinda money on myself!
What's more, HIM on ME?

Mind you, he's not rich at all. He's haha like.. Poor.
Ah but it is the best birthday gift I received in years :)

Thanks bro!!!!!!!!!!

He has really changed a lot since last time.
Last time he was as irritating as any sec 1/2 boy and as rude and ugh irritant.

But ever since he came to Christ.
He changed much much much.
Much more than he can ever change by attending self-improvement classes, self-motivation classes wtv there is.

That's how much. (as you know classes like that are quite motivational man)

But yeah, it's a heart change that causes all else to change.
And there is no other, than Daddy.G who can change hearts (:

And this is what you get when you have a Brother-In-Christ!! :D
Literally. Oh well, there's always something to learn in every situation.

And in this, I learnt, about being more caring and going the extra mile.

Furthermore, there was never a culture that existed in my family about celebrating birthdays.
Birthdays are just like any other day.
Not even birthday money existed.

Haha. Know what.
My family is totally not where it's supposed to be or can be.
It's totally OFF the right track. (not that there are many problems, lifes still peaceful, yo)

But yeah, the right track as in, the Right track.
And I don't think I'm gonna let it stay this way for eternity.

Hell no.
Hell, no.

PS. Thanks again bro! I hope this mp3 lasts long long. chang ming bai sui :D