Yknow what, I realised I've been getting affected by what the world criticizes/thinks etc.

And especially there are a few troublemakers who just want to find trouble for no specific reason.
Althought I'm not in the wrong, (or at least I can't find anything that I did that was offending) I'm not going to bother to retaliate, an eye for an eye.
I mean, its tempting to though. HAHA.

Just a taste of your own medicine, no?
But as much as it appeals to me, I don't think I'm gonna do anything much.
It just makes me lose my credibility/standard more.

Then it makes me just the same as that person.
Why should I downgrade myself man.

But yeah, in a moment of fury who doesn't retaliate/get angry/think angry thoughts?
I thought about it, and I realised that its all just a waste of energy and time.
The only way you'd prove yourself as being the "good guy", is to just keep being that "good guy" you were.

You have no idea what was going through my mind.
Luckily, satan had a lesser say. He was strong though, I must say.

Hah, but he was the one who watched when the Stronger one beared the cross,
He was the one smirking away, thinking all victory was his..

Loser.. Greatest loser.
So sorry, yknow you gotta face the truth sometimes...
"The truth hurts but the truth will set you free" - Jon Teh/Tay.

HAHA. He kept repeating that line during CLC2.

But anyway yeah, shit my bro keeps talking and I lost my train of thoughts..
Ah yeah la, so just do what you think will be the right thing to do, not the FAIR thing, but the RIGHT thing, that you can openly proclaim your innocence (:

Okay?
Its hard, I know, but you've got control (:
GOGOGOGO!


Alright, haha, actually I don't know if what I have is purely faith,
Cos during the preparation weeks for camp, I didnt even think of planning challenges, objectives and stuff.

But contradictarily(woooh, such a word?), I knew that I was able to go.
So I think I have partial faith. HAHA which is NO FAITH shucks.

Aye wtv I shall stop on this topic. Hahaha.
Im starting to picture camp, everyday, every hour..
All the emotions during the P&W.

Late night talking etc.
Oh man. I cant waittt!
I'm starting to open up all the windows and doors to me, so that I can really receive abundantly man.
Like yknow, peel open all my skin (sarah connor chronicles) and absorb all the woooosh!
Then after that close it up and seal it tightly (:

Okay its abit gross.. Hahah but its cool k.
Yeahhhh, cant wait cant wait!!!!

Oh and I love my toe socks! (:

I shall go prepare for camp now!