Training today then went for games comm!!
Haha omg the newspapers and raffia string i carried to trn today was heavy,
And I told everyone I was garang guni.
But I think all the newspapers are cut and ready, and the strings are tied.
Good job nicole ((:
Oh and thanks to all those for coming down!!!!
Everyone was a great help. Hahah.
Anyway, its my mum's bday today! (:
(anyone knows when's fathers' day?!)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMMMM!!!
(by the way, these are pictures from last year, not recent.)
Youthful mum.
Classy Mum (:
Exotic Mum.
Working Mum.
Happy Mum.
There's one thing I have to say to these pictures..
I got it from my mama.
Kiddingz, Im trying to show off my mama (:
Cos she's just too cool for school B)
Which is why she is working and earning a living now.
Cool eh!
Heh, oh well, someone bought a bday cake for her.. I think it was my neighbour.
So we sang birthday song and cut the cake. Haha.
Its a bit retarded.. My youngest brother was being a spoilt sport.
And my neighbour cant catch the speed of the song when I'm playing on the guitar.
Lol so in the end it was as good as me singing with my mom.
Nono, it WAS me singing with my mum.
Okay but it was good anyway (:
Better than nothing.
Hahhaa. I know I should've gotten something for her or made her a card..
I dont know why I didnt.
But I guess what she wants most is not things.. But just effort and time and sincerity.
At least I was uh, sincere and put in effort for the guitar? Hahaha.
Well I dont know if it could be called putting in effort cause its not a hard song to play..
But anyway, I was listening to "Running After You" when I was bathing.
It really hit me a lot.
I don't care what people will say,
I'm running after you,
No matter what may come my way,
I'm running after you.
Well I was just thinking of these three years after I converted (almost three la)
How much my life has improved and changed.
It may not be evident to some, but it has changed way much more than I thought it could have(:
And I really really know and know that my God is real.
Not because people say so, but because i've felt him.
Up till now I am still thankful to jieying for bringing me to church. haha.
I really wish that I can share the joy to others around me.
You dont know what you're missing out!
This is not just another organization or anything.
Its really something that you cannot miss.
And im not trying to promote anything here..
But I dont know how else I can say it hahah.
Well.. I think the most evident is to tell by the lives that's changed.
Notice how much God can do, just look at our lives.
We may not be perfect.
But I'm sure all of us are growing day by day.
I mean.... If God wasn't our God.. Then we would all be great idiots by setting aside so much time for him.
But truthfully, I can say that I have never regretted any of the time I have set aside for Him.
There is so much to do and so little time!!!!
(one of the reasons of the post lol)
I dont know, I just thank God that he has come into my life (:
And looking back on those days without him.
I really feel so much pity/anger towards myself in the past.
Haha. I mean, not that I wasn't exposed.
I chose not to..
I know, heh, stupid.
And yes, in this period of time, I gotta really trust. Heh.
I really dont know what to do!!!!!
I think I've said this thousand times over.
But ahhhh, camp is like 4 days away.
And im totally lost. (as in me. like literally me. w/o God)
Haha am still digging my way through, trying to find a solution.
Which is quite hard cos I really, uh have no faith?
NOOOO I have faith that I can go!
But I have little faith that God will help me when I ask.
Heh. Dang, true colours..
Or rather I have no guts to ask.
HAHA just boosting my self morale :/
Aiya wtv, I have and dont have faith ya.
Hahaha. Okay, nevermind, I am going to do qt now and I will come back with more faith!!! Hahaha. (plus hopefully a clear solution. and no, not the liquid.)
YAY GOODNIGHT WORLD!!!
I hope I actually did make a point in the post. lol. at the last part of course.
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