haha i was seeing people around me fall sick.
and i keep trying to stay away thinking that i might catch the virus cos i havent fallen sick yet, but then i realised, eh! i fell sick much earlier than all of them so i wont fall sick again yay i win them pwnage! :D

that's my mindset lol like you wont get chicken pox twice yeah? :D

anyway, sollaye for not updating so long (why do i need to apologize anw? haha) but i am very very busy till the sun goes down and the stars comes up and im still busy and when the sun comes up and the stars goes down i decide that i should continue the next day therefore this is a VICIOUS cycle that i cant break free of haha or maybe can la huh just that i am lazy and it'll take probably a few weeks to clear all my holiday homework with my appeal to extend my deadline to the teachers (:

they are all very nice it seems.
i managed to extend ss to end of next week.
english and emaths yet to ask but no worries! i'll get it done by tmr i hope.

ANYWAY,
training is killing me.. my arms feel on fire after each race set.
and i have this stupid imagination that it expands, like a balloon when someone blows it, with each stroke i pull.

i cant wait for nationals to be over and finally GET ON WITH LIFE. haha sorry coach.
my life was not meant to be revolved around canoeing, water, paddles, coaches, and disgusting people (some).

and i am excited to run away from this asap.
but i need training abit heh just to keep me in the right weight range okay i'll be honest now im severly underweight so when i train i build muscles and when i build muscles my weight = go up ya?
but its hard to build muscles cos im just too weak (sam this is a hint)

okay whatever luh huh i feel quite irritating (no, not irritated lol)
ehhhh im doing my newspaper articles now and there are many cheem words that i dont understand haha.

ok cheem sentences rather.
plus ppl with long names like balakrishnanthanmusharanguratnammuhammedalibaba don't really help much.

i'd rather xiao li or tom or harry you know.
but even so, i doubt i can understand it without re-reading properly lol.

okay fourth day of school.
it feels like our holidays didnt pass at all. reallllllyyy.
school feels like its been going on since forever.

and ahhhhh complaining to no one isn't fun actually.
so i shall go and play my guitar and start evolving.....into a nerd.
(highly impossible)

GOODNIGHT/BYE WORLD (: