Saying things for the good of yourself?

Argh.
Who can fully trust what you say when half the time things are either rephrased or restructured or edited.
and there are people i know, who kinda does this alot.. to put others down and themselves up.
its sorta like a half lie kinda thing, the main point of the sentence is still there, but the words are all different.

then you'll have to go like, "thats exactly what he/she said?"
then the reply will be, "something like that la." (if he still doesnt wanna speak the truth)
if he does, then good lor.

but still, i dont think it looks or sounds good when the actual sentence is actually so different.

and its quite gross in fact.
when you complain about people, stating things about them that arent true.

you can really understand why people dont ask you about stuff that are real through this.

maybe it takes alot not to lie..?
takes alot to put yourself down again? (if you were put down in actual fact.)
cares alot alot about your face (ppl's impression of you)

not that you shouldnt care about your face or that you should keep putting yourself down.
but telling the truth is so much easier aint it.

the thinking part i mean.
like, you dont need to think of what lie to come up with,
dont need to think of how to keep on lying if people question you.
dont need to think much at all.

if you try to maintain a high status, like super glam status or smth,
then you'll have the urge to want to keep it forever..
really, really. dont you think?

and the lie grows from there.
a twist of facts that was told.

if you have heard of how people rephrase stuff to put you down, when you were actually some neutral character, you wouldnt wanna do this to ppl.

its because of what ive heard, thats why I feel so bad for the poor person that's getting talked about.
and its also through these things that we start to judge one another, and eventually hate each other. witnessed.
its like, dont always trust fully and totally everything that you hear.

take it as an opinion..
then go find out from the real source..?
if you really wanna know, that is.

but the part i hate is when friendships start breaking cos of this meaningless thing.
and also, when you start to not trust someone.
if people dont trust you or like you, then things you say, no matter how good, isnt gonna impact much..

all it takes is humility i guess.
it does take a lot to get back on earth when you're alr up in the clouds.

how many people actually have that amount of humility.
quite a bunch has i think. but there are a few, who die die dont change.

aiyo, what to dooooo.
not fun man, not funn.


BUT ANYWAY,
today was nice :D

wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. (imagination does go a long way)
i got 3 prayers answered heh. therefore i felt encouraged, so i had courage!
yeah, was today kinda enjoyable in fact (:

thanks to the people who added to the atmosphere yes!

jiaqi, jessie, janeen, charmaine :D

yepyep, had a good talk with joanne after that. hahaha.
eh joanne, that isnt counted as gossiping is it?

i was literally quoting everything. hahha.

hmm, i have to think again to see if it is..
but i dont think it is..
its for a good purpose, awareness to people around?

lol yeah.
one random thing,
accounting can get really dangerous man.
if it gets outta hand and becomes gossip.. then its like, from one extreme to the other extreme.

extremely on the good side, to extremely on the bad side.

aiyuhhhh. okay.
i shall go sleep soon. i feel guilty using my tablet..
ESP TODAY, when im so lagged behind on work.

heh.
and ive been sleeping at 1 for the past three days.
walking zombie.

yupyupyupyup,
GET AWAY BIG BAD WOLF, GOODNIGHT!!!

oh btw, why no one guess what the ppl were doing in my post on 11 march????
GO GUESS GUESS GUESS. HAHAHA. lets see who's smart.

Love problem solving (except maths ones).