YOYOYOYO!

today was grrrrr-eaa-ttttt!
loved today. :D
actually, more of the night part. heh.

k, pictures for today first.

hahaha it looks like falee's feeling left out and they're both in their own worlds.



hahaha damn natural man art.

TERRORISTSS!!
HAHAH they look damn cute :D
hahaha wth art.

Falee's.Filza's.

filza's bottle? lol.


actually, this picture is quite nice.
mysterious characterr. :D


woah so cool eh. hahha.

SICK. hahahahha.

okay so,
today was my aunty's birthday.
so i had to leave canoeing earlier to go for her dinner thing.

OH YES, about canoeing.
i am so irritated k.

firstly, i had to paddle K1.
coach made meeeee, for just 1h. getting in takes like 5-10mins.
getting out too.

and then if i capsize, emptying the boat takes about 15mins.
argh. and i dont usually take K1!!!!!
and i dont intend to cap that day cos i wasnt wearing fbts aka pants that dry very fast.

soooo yeah.
but i had to anyway, so i just took and paddled in the beginners area. its just a small area in the reservoir away from the lanes la k. hahaha i know it sounds noob.

so then, it sounds like nothing right? "beginners area, wont cap one no currents."

thought so too.

BUT AH, today, dont know why today, ganengsengsec was training.
and they took up half the beginners area going in ALL DIRECTIONS.
i mean, im not blaming them, beginners are noob so they dont know that they're supposed to go in circles.
and they cant really control the boat.....

but anyway, i pretty much avoided them.
i didnt go the full round, went halfway. ahahha.

yeah, so like at 430 plus (supposed to leave at 5)
i was paddling paddling towards the half mark of the beginners area.
AND THENNNNN, this dont know from where the coach,
comes paddling in a C-boat beside me on the left. (i was on the right supposed to turn left to go another round)

i was trying hard to balance too!
okay so imagine this,
im on the right-er side of the B.A (beginners area k)
he's close by on my left.
on my right is the platform where all the gess ppl are PLUS cj - the super power backwash people..
i am balancing as hard as i can, overcoming the currents and choppy waters,
turning to avoid t2 crashing into me at the same time, AND WANTING TO TURN LEFT BEFORE I PADDLED TOOO INTO THE B.A.
(cos i only paddled half then i turned rmb?)

argh yes.
so because he was paddling beside me at the same speed.
DONT KNOW WHAT HE WANT MAN.
i stop for him to go in front SO THAT i can turn, he stop also. okay nvm.
SO i take it that i paddle in front of him to turn la.

so i paddle fast.
THEN HE COME and paddle fast also.

walaoeh irritating.

then i was like more than halfway of the B.A alr la.
and its as good as death (- capsize).
cos all the boats were there, some trying to leave the platform, some coming in,
some losing control of their boat etc.

and then of course, a T2 came in my direction..
from the front of my boat 45degrees on the right side.
(come on picture it!!!)

k? hahah.

YES and he was BESIDE me. parallel..
so i tried to squeeze through the centre before the boats squished me in the middle.
but nooooooo, HE AH, go use his leg to HOLD ON to my boat from the bottom.

cos he's using a C-boat so yea.

and i was frantically trying to back-paddle and i didnt realise he was holding,
so i was like paddling HAHAHA and whacking his ass. eew

and he didnt tell me till i myself realized..

so.... i was stable while he was 'holding on' to my boat.
and let the T2 pass.

then after the T2 passed.
he just took his foot away and pushed me and like "GO!"

then i was like WTHHHHHH.
note: i couldnt balance properly at all k.

AND HIS BOAT WAS LIKE RIGHT BESIDE MINE!!!???
like stuck tgt those kind.

so how was i supposed to 'GO!' ?

i couldnt even put my paddle into the water.
then i capped luh obviously.
and i made this super annoyed sound.
TO LET HIM KNOWWWW that i am irritated/angry/frustrated/annoyed.
and he just went like, "ahhhh.."
not the sensual kinda "ahhh" but like, "aw mannn" those kind.

and i rolled my eyes.
not at him luh.
but he should know that it was HIS FAULT.

and that jia sheng ah.
laughing at me in front of me summore.

stupid boy.
hahah. k la. never even seen him laugh before or even talk..

not that i cannot swim or what.
its cos my PANTSSSSS! hard to dry..

and i had no change of clothes.

so i had to go on the bus like.. dripping..
THANKS TO HIM LUH.

walao i still dont like him.
i think he's got smth wrong..
he talks to people like everyone's his friends like that.

he talked to my juniors also.
hopefully not a paedophile.

and then i went to empty my boat and stuff..
then went off paddling again.
i met him paddling in my direction while i was setting off.

then he was like, "you look very troubled."
cos i see him, like i see jinx liddat. hahaha.

then i was concentrating on my balance, so i was like almost frowning and stuff.
and i daoed him. who cares. i had this super coool face k. hahahah. qian bian one i think. gangster see me also want to fight those kind. HAHA yay i rock :D

then i just paddled as fast as i could,
1) to get away from him
2) to make my balance more balanced.

then i banged into the back of his boat. HAHA but the tip there only la.
then he was like "woah WOAH WOAHHHHH."

but didnt cap la, coach leh.

so i was like, "sorry." then just paddle away.

not those kind of sincere sorry,
its like just saying as if its another normal word.

i really wanted him to cap luh.
arghhhhhhh.

k so anyway, i just spoiled my mood. ahhahah.
it was supposed to be a happy post );
wait i must see pictures first.






okay seen.

omg its damn nice :D
the coolest bday celebrated. not those kind 'fun fun' cool luh.

but its like, they invited the cell group members, pastors to come down to celebrate.
we had dinner first luh.
then after that cut cake.

so they played the happy birthday song for her on the guitar and we sang.then it was like alot of ppl sang, not those kinda dead dead one. hahaha.
it felt different luh. dont know why.

then after that was she blow candles.
ahah then her husband came and blew with her.

then everyone was like 'kiss kiss kiss kiss kisss!!'

hahaha so they did.
it was abit eeew.. but anw. hahaha husband and wife alr.
then i saw nicholas' face, he was like smiling so happily la. HAHA.
dont know why uh. hahaha.
(anw, he's their son)

so yeah, then while they were giving out cakes,
we all sang some hymns.
the paper thingy. lyrics.it was damn cool.
like p&w!!!! yeah (:

i was like sooo jealous..
that their whole family could celebrate like this.

ive thought about how good it would feel if we your whole family was Christian and served God together.
that would be sooooo awesomee!!

everyone was singing and clapping so happily, even though the songs were slow.
and i looked at all of them, i felt the sense of rush again. hahah.

like, i want this to happen to me tooo!!!

they were all quite elderly, like 40s, 50s?
but they had a heart of a child, they're all like so carefree and relaxed and happy.

they were all clapping and moving to the beat in their own way.
thats how it should be!

serving as if no one else is.

then i looked at my mum..
and she's just sitting on the sofa not doing anything.
she didnt even eat the cake although she wasnt singing.
i think she didnt feel good if she was the only one eating. hahah.

cos we were all singing and none were eating..
oh man..

felt so good anyway.
such a pity for her.

then after that we said grace or smth then we ate the cake :D
it wasnt very nice.. uhh. hahaha. but who cares luh.
half the time, all you taste on cakes is the cream.

haha. then while we were eating, she made a speech.
to thank everyone luh.

4 PAGES LONG!!!

wth right. hahaha.
but she almost teared.
it wasnt like those kinda "i wanna thank my mom, dad, brother, sister ......"

ahha but it was like specifically for everyone and stuff.

it was so touching k. ahhaha. i teared too.
even though i wasnt mentioned.. as in, not exactly. haha.

then she said she's thankful for her son (the sec 3 one.)
about how he's grown so much, spiritually, and that she's very happy.
she look him directly and said it.
if i were him i would just tear luh.

actually i was already. ahhaha.
cos i like to put myself in others shoes.. lol. so yeah.

then she thanked our family for helping them in their times of need.
that part she almost cried too. i think she write until too touching alr, so she changed the words.

and she mentioned about how God helped her through her low times too and all the cool things. and she held her husbands hands and thanked him too.
and she looked him in the eye and said it and stuff.

i think she's soo brave!!!
i wont be able to do that in front of so many people man. ahhaha.
as in, to my dad or mum or whoever.

argh. i really am jealous now. hahah.

i really wantttttt my family to come to know God.
not just because i think these kinda bday celebrations are cool,
but because they really should.

how much they're missing out man!

and im disappointed in my dad tonight.
shant explain.
which makes me even more determined to get them with me one day.

people really never know what they're missing out till they experience it, srsly.
i didnt know either. now i look back at sec 1.. i feel so.. wth.
nothing to say. ahhaah.

then after the "ceremony" sort of. hahah.
one of the cell group ppl came over and talked to my mum.
then i was like :D :D :D :D :D in my heart uh.

i know what she was aiming at. hahaha.
i thought that it was kinda good (:
i mean, i've been trying and trying..

now at least someone stepped in and helped me get the ball rolling.

i felt so thankful :D
then after she talked to my mum i went to say thanks to her. ahhaha.
unexplainable joy. i was like very very happy even though i wasnt high.

the source of joy is different i guess.
hahah. the 'high' kinda joy is temporial and needs alot of effort and energy to make it happen.

but this is totally different.
i felt so happyyyy :DDDD

never in my life i felt so happy meaningfully. hahah.




i think this is the nicest bday cake picture ive taken so far. lol.



family photo. hahah.



eh julian, dont you think he looks abit like yc?!