so anyway, to continue the to be continued portion.

oh, note. i am not depressed or anything.
neither have i lost my purpose in life. hahaahh.
what im trying to say is that,
those who think that death is the only end, is living for nothing.
(note i bracketed that part 'with only one choice- death')

oh and thanks dawn!!!! loveeeee :D
so nice man she. hahaha.

but you had a point there too.

oh yes (: i agree with the "be happy, because you actually get a chance to live".
but wouldnt it make no sense anymore,
if the chance you get isnt for a cause?

its like,
yay i get to go overseas. but im not doing anything there.
no further studies no holiday nothing.
if one is living for the sake of living, then what life is there?
(this is the part where lil lil goals come in)

even if i was the 2nd person.
why would i choose to be that?
wouldnt that be the same as living for reputation and materialistic things alr?

haha, to me it is, in a way.

and yes of course, God dont make no rubbish :D (im not rubbish!)
so why in the first place did he make us?
when what we do in this world is to suffer, enjoy, have fun, get sad, get heartbroken, get cancer, depression etc etc ?

like damn retarded right, create us to see us suffer.

so of course there was a purpose in creating us.
or do ppl actually believe we evolved from dust? D:
okay thats scary. ahhaa. then i would be like sandman from spiderman 3. :D

or that we evolved from apes,
which would be even scarier cos you would still see ppl walking around now,
half-aped, half-man.
meaning, there wouldnt be any more apes now cos they all evolved..?
besides, it wasnt even proven scientifically..

ahwell, creative people we are :D

God created us for his purpose.
why would he create us for no purpose?
so if he was the one who created us, then he will surely have his purpose,
apart from the fact that he loves us.

yeah, so which is why, what i know im living for, is definitely not death.
sad to say, not many people know how and why and what.
and also, people dont want to accept fact that they are not living for smth.

only themselves. which is not a purpose.

well, i used to be like that in the past anyway,
so im not blaming anyone anywhere.
im just trying to get the message across to people that,

Living for the sake of it = worthless
Living for the no real purpose = meaningless

real purpose is not your dreams about finding a rich husband or a high paying job cuz that's not the real purpose, cos it doesnt last up till after you die.
the real purpose is a purpose, that WILL last, even though you depart from the world.

and you might say reputation is included right?
but what good does reputation do,
when all those that knew you also died off,
and no one can do anything can do anything about you,
only praise you or hate you.

which doesnt make a difference.
cos thats just talk, they cant plan to kill you again right?
not that im saying that you shouldnt be good.
being good is wonderful.

but what good is it, being good, when it doesnt do you good?
(style: repetitive + cool + minor ego :D )

so thats why, once again. hahaha.
there has to be a purpose for EVERYTHING you choose to do.

[you choose to be a garderner, you dont need to be good (character)
you just need to do your job well. right?]

and the things you choose to do, is supposed to last you PAST DEATH.
what, then, can last you past death?

to many it is NOTHING,
to me, there ARE things. (once again, reputation not counted)

just so you know (:


okay, so im done :D
i tried to keep it as short as possible. hahah.
dawn i replied your post with a post :D

so anyway, tmr im having Amaths lesson at 8.. damn.
im gonna be late. hahaha. i thought i could sleep through laa.
so sad. okay. now i know why i love blogging so much. hhaha.

k maybe not so much,
but why i love blogging. lol.
its like, self-enriching, self-learning, self-growing. :D
so cool. LIKE QT MAN. hahaha.

okay la. i shall go sleeep, goodnightz.