omg today was great!
except the fact that we had restructuringg. noooooo.. ):
Claraaaa Jessieeeeee.. ):

we will miss you. yeahh..

yup, so went for svc today.
i went in with a troubled, uneasy, unhappy heart/mindset.
but left with a happy, free, strong, firing heart/mindset.

sounds abit uh..
but yeah thats what i felt.

the sermon, p&w, prayer, everything was good.
assured me and motivated and pushed me on.
as what pst shirley said.

some of us might have been too caught up by our past failures that you cannot move on and therefore, stay stagnant and cannot grow.

well it really hit me, and i feel that it did apply.

ah great, i am gonna have a hard time explaining what i think and feel again. too much for words. :D

k im gonna try anyway.
the sermon was 'stepping into a new year'.
and there was this point "god will protect us".
then also, pst jasmine said this "people can harm us physically, but they cannot take away our spiritual uhhmmm, k i forgot spiritual what, but the idea is there luh, spiritual thingy with God."

actually she didnt say all that haha. the uhmm part is me talking :D
yeah so i felt it applied.

like, people can make us feel like shit and stuff, but they cannot take away our spiritual thingy.

so i dont have to care so much about them.
as in not them like literally, but the things they do.
i dont have to care whether they like wanna shoot me everyday or what, coz i know im with God.

im not saying that i want them to shoot me everyday, im sure it wont happen,
but if it does i think im still gonna be sad, cos i AM human still..

k i need a private blog. i feel damn weird. hahha.

okay cmon secure secure. haahaha.
yeah. and like, i feel very happy now uh.
like my burdens lifted and stuff.

K NOW I FINALLY UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF NEED-TO-EXPERIENCE-TO-KNOW.

i really cannot explain and express. hahaha.
blame me for my english or what luh but i dont think thats the main problem.
hahaha. k.

i shall retire for tonight.

THE meeting retreat tmr!
then chiong emaths after that. oh gosh.

Goodnight yall! :D